Why am I constantly trying to earn enough money throughout my life and never get enough? Why I always lacking them? Why, really? Well, there are a lot of us out there why-ers…
We do all as the memory dictate. We cannot control anything consciously since all memories come from the subconscious. And imagine that the same is about our attitude to money.
After a while of doing the cleaning, I started to recognize all the thoughts that run around in your mind regarding particular issues with money. Of course, it is not easily captured but I found that I get those moments more and more while doing the cleaning. I feel like someone turned on the shower and all the thoughts start to immediately pour over you.
Positive books write about some kind of blocks that exist and are not letting money to come in. Some even say beautifully “you block your wealth yourself”. I agree with the phrase, but the variety of stunning methods of eliminating them are not always clear. Then why are so many people still remain where they are after reading books and practicing methods? Eh?
In the film “Secret” they say a lot that you have to have positive thinking, positive mood, think about the desired things and how would you feel if you had the desired object. In other words, push yourself fully into the wish and live in that picture as long as possible. Yes, that works, but for some reason not for all. My guess is you have to dedicate your time for that. Sit or lie on the couch, imagine once or several times a day. A discipline is needed. But what about those who have small children, parental meetings, cleaning, cooking…? I bet they can hardly free their time for themselves to imagine all of that.
I thank the Divine for I have found Ho’oponopono. I practice it and live the life as usual. Yes, no one hears or sees what I am doing. I mean humans. I talk, eat, work – the process is on. I also have a mass of tools to aid not to cease the process.
Since I work on cleaning of my relations with money, I have started to feel the shift in me regarding it. My attitude towards money has changed a lot.
Here is an example, my boss one day came and said that his umbrella costs $900. As I remember, I used to have such reactions in my head before as “Greedy! He could have raised my salary.” That is a block against money. How can you be opened to them if you don’t get happy for others if he can afford something?