Category: WHERE TO START?
Here is a story of a young and very enthusiastic in her cleaning lady, Ksenia, who compares her life with Cinderella’s Fairy Tale but instead of losing the shoe she found her Ho’oponopono.
Ho’oponopono came to Ksenia’s life when it seems that “there is no light in the tunnel exists". After visiting IZI LLC class in 2013 her life changed tremendously. The Peace she was looking for came to her soul. The prince she was waiting for found and married her. She was blessed with two sweet daughters and those blooming little roses are making her happy each and every day.
«More cleaning more Miracles!» – says Ksenia. Well, I fully agree with her and with a great pleasure I share her first story.
I Can Hear His Voice
In the beginning of my Ho’oponopono journey I like many other practitioners wasn’t sure in the effectiveness of this process. Irony and skepticism followed me any time I was intended to do my cleaning. What can I say, I laughed over myself later.
I learned about Ho’oponopono from Joe Vitale’s book. This influence and mess in my life pushed me to start practicing Ho’oponopono. I thought only Miracle can save my life.
After using Ho’ponopono phrases from the book mentally: I love you. Please forgive me. Thank you for a couple months THE LIGHT appeared in my Life Tunnel. Very bright. Being assured in the effectiveness of Ho’oponopono I decided to learn more and went to IZI LLC class that was held in Moscow, Russia. «Perfect chance for me!» – I thought.
I had difficulties with money that time. I thought to myself that if it is destined for me to get to that class the Divinity will let me do it and would give me the sign. Next day on the way to the church there were two women who drew my attention. One lady was saying to another: «Aren’t you sure yet? You should go to this class!»
Ha? That was a way direct sign from the Divinity and of course with such clarity all my questions and doubts went away. The right amount of money I needed came to me easily.
Now looking back at the situation I can say that if you let go and let God everything will be perfect and correct without any doubt.
Ho’oponopono get us closer to Divinity and unfold us more new possibilities. Clearing up day by day I get closer to Divinity I can hear His voice in the World surrounding me. I am sure – Everything will be alright!
More and more I get emails from people who have just introduced to Ho’oponopono. Most of the emails report a super positive mood, euphoria and feelings of joy. And then … someone wrote that he began to feel sick, another wrote the life crisis began in all areas. Someone has to cope with tearfulness and negativity in life. Everyone has their own way of perceiving the ho’oponopono.
I want to say: Hey! Guys! We are all very different. We are like snowflakes – no stamp manufacturing production! There is no one looks like you! God created us all and gave each of us its unique qualities and abilities. God’s creativity goes beyond our comprehension. Why create sameness? Therefore, each of us has its own process of ho’oponopono that is unique to you.
I am truly happy for those who write that no negativity was observed in the beginning. Peace and calmness were present right away. What about those who felt as they dipped into negativity? I’m happy for you too!
My cleaning with Ho’oponopono by no means can’t be called smooth. Having started practicing, I immediately received the punch in the face. I experienced a terrible depression. I was going down and down every day. No happiness, no peace in my heart, no nothing but deep sadness. I had this “down” state for about three months but all this time I kept cleaning no matter what. There were moments when I felt sorry for myself and was angry that I started the cleaning process. “Why did I start, if everything was ok the way it is?” – I yelled at myself silently. Now I understand that it was already in me for a long time and my cleaning just triggered it and came to surface to be released. The part of me told me to keep going with the cleaning even though I wanted to stop several times. I am glad I listened to this part of me. If I wouldn’t do it, who knows, maybe the same depression would go on these days.
I also discovered that I felt all cleaning physically. I didn’t know then but know now that it was my gift. When I clean and there is a difficult illness, death or really big problem is about to happen the physical sensation and the feeling that someone offended you is with me. I just clean and release whatever. I am unique in that way. It is only about 100% responsibility from my part – to keep it or let go. I usually clean until it is gone because I prefer to not feel offended.
Here is a great video interview with Dr. Hew Len about 100% responsibilities where he explains it in detail.
While these emotional issues were happening, my husband lost his job, the garage opener cracked and all locks in the house broke at the same time! Most of my friends lost jobs, the people around me got sick. All this signaled to me in what mess I was without the ho’oponopono and to better pay attention to it and keep cleaning. I realized that I kept myself and people around me from perfect and right situation in life.
Little did I know it all stopped and the peace surrounded me. All who have been out of work – found it unusual and mysterious, wonderful ways. Everyone who got sick – suddenly cured without the use of any pills.
After all that I went through, I can tell Ho’oponopono works even if you do not believe it. The recipe is simple and maybe repeated hundred times but I repeat again “keep cleaning!” As I said, you don’t have to believe it. It will show up later once the obstacles are cleared.
I love you.
Several years ago when I just started my Ho’oponopono journey I took part in online meeting dedicated to Ho’oponopono practice. I remember one question from the lady. She asked how to get the inner peace .
«Hm, what a weird question?!» – I thought at that very moment. I came to this meeting to ask why I have not enough money to pay for my daughter’s daycare. I wanted to ask why do I always have problems in the relationship with my husband. Besides that I had too many “whys” to ask. There is nothing to do with my inner peace! I wanted wealth for my family and peace with husband!
Ihaleakala Hew Len used to say that Morrnah Nalamaku Simeona had a plate on her desk that said “Peace Begins With Me”. It took me some years of practicing Ho’oponopono to realize that peace in the family BEGINS WITH ME .
For a long time I wanted for peace to begin with my husband and thought: «When he would understand he is wrong , when he would calm down and then the problem would be fixed». I wanted for peace to begin with my child: «When she would hear me, then the problem would be over and done». I wanted wealth for my family to begin with money also by thinking that when I would have enough money then some magic would happen with my life.
How my life would change if everybody around me obeyed me and didn’t disturb my world in any way? Would it make me happy, more confident and wealthy? I got puzzled even more: would I do ho’oponopono for the sake of my inner peace?
Thanks to my memories that stored inside me I realized that whatever I see is a reflection of my inner world and thus I see it as certain behavior of my family. Only memories aren’t giving me the peace of mind. In a good way they gave me the opportunity to erase them from me. I would do it only for one thing – Peace: the Peace of my Soul, the Peace of my Family, people around me and finally the Peace in the World.
Peace begins with me!
I am way too far from stopping to give my opinions or pointing to the people’s mistakes. I still need to learn to stop to direct my daughter because I think I know better. No wonder she always gives me her look with “Mama, Divinity designed me that way. Sorry!” How would I object that?
Peace begins with me!
I am still on my journey of cleaning, releasing to the Light.
I am here to change myself so I would finally know thyself. If I designed in exact likeness of Divinity then I should not have to repeat my mistakes and just to be the Light.
I have to know myself and finally to know the Peace of I.
The Peace Of "I"
Peace be with you, All My Peace,
The Peace that is "I", the Peace that is "I am".
The Peace for always, now and forever and evermore.
My Peace "I" give to you, My Peace "I" leave with you
Not the world's Peace, but, only My Peace,
The Peace of "I".